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Promises to tomorrow #22 Darkness & Light

A crevice can be an echo chamber; a crack, a place where light gets in; a hole, a container full and empty simultaneously; a sink, expectant, flirtatious. In the dark underground a seed makes its way to the surface to finally reveal all the effort and cell dividing and multiplying activity that has taken place away from the human eye. Just because we can’t see it, doesn’t mean nothing is happening.

There is panic on the planet, a madman on Pennsylvania Avenue, a bomber with a jacket of explosives, children toting guns in the tropics. There is abundant love and endless random, and strategic acts, of kindness bursting up through concrete and clay. There are lamps being trimmed and hopes coming to life, impactful conversations matched with impactful actions doing good. The scales are tipping, as the vessels for change take on their new forms, mediated by technology and human touch in equal measure. Nothing will replace the kind word or the hug. And just because we can’t see it, doesn’t mean nothing is happening behind closed doors, new love is growing and blessed unrest is flexing, Aslan is on the move.

This day, of all days in the Christian calendar, the feast of Pentecost, where all the languages can be heard and understood, where the feminine spirit rises and descends into hearts and minds. While they gathered as Jews in the upper room to celebrate Shavuot – a harvest of all the fruits of all the labour, bringing home divine knowledge – new wisdom. The wisdom of nature to remind us in the dark and with anxiety harvest is possible once out of that dark and anxiety light and energy is transformational. Just because we can’t see it, doesn’t mean nothing is happening the flickering spark grows and a gentle glowing flame comes to rest inside each of us, fuelling us up for the transformational work ahead. Into our being this energy takes hold – explained as the inner flame of the Sufi – this is the light of all light inside of us, visible to a higher power and our guide to decision making – what will bring more light, more love, more goodness. It is all the same light regardless of tradition or even if you are bereft of tradition we all know the look and feel of goodness, wisdom and light. We have collective genius. We are unstoppable. We have been feeling our way in the dark.

My promise to the future is to seek to trust the dark and underground spaces to do their work, to come into the light and feel with warmth and wisdom and remember sometimes it takes fifty days before there is visibility.


Do something Genius

I am indebted to David Whyte introducing me to the root meaning of the word ‘genius’ from its original meaning the spirit of place. I’ve been doing a little research on the word and the Oxford English Dictionary has added to my understanding: the word usually meant ‘the tutelary god or attendant spirit allotted to every person at his birth, to govern his fortunes and determine his character, and finally conduct him out of the world.” It seems to me this is very much like the notion of ‘name of grace’ that is part of the spiritual quest to understand your true vocation in the eyes of God.

Hildegard was and continues to be a genius in every sense of the word; but so too are each and everyone of us a genius with the capacity to inspire by being our whole selves and fully embracing all the gifts and talents God given and destined to be shared with the world.

Hildegard I think you admonish us often for not fully embracing, celebrating and sharing full selves. Here is one of your visions that comes to mind (Book 1 The Ways of the Lord: (God) has armed every person with intellect, commanding him to be active and vigilant in the exercise of virtue and rid himself of perverseness and negligence (The Ways of the Lord tr Mother Columba Hart & Jane Bishop, Harper One p26, 2005).

I often find myself envious of those who know at an early age their genius and I love to watch a child grow into adulthood and see the seeds sown come into harvest.  The child with her head in a book everyday and sometimes all day becoming a writer and researcher, the child who cries when he can’t play his guitar anymore and tells me in adult life if he can’t play he can’t breathe, the child who looks under every rock and checks out all the bugs finishing his environment degree and building his own garden, the child who is ill and tests out most health practitioners becoming an expert in nutrition.  The genius of every person is a part of the intelligence of this universe. Universe means one word – we are all the one word of God and we all have our own individual word to bring to this whole story and it is our individual word which is required.

I am reminded of the Sufi story of a man broken hearted by all the suffering and sorrow he saw in the world. He sat by the roadside and began to beat the earth. He looks up and yells at God. “Look at this mess. Look at all this pain. Look at all this killing and hatred. God, Oh God, why don’t you DO something!?”

And God said, “I did do something. I sent you.”

Take up your genius, find your name of grace and for God’s sake do something.

“The Universe” from Scivias Codex, Hildegard of Bingen